Why am I so comfortable where I am? Is that a good thing? I think so, but others think it's not so good. I probably should try harder to find a man, but I'm happy by myself. I want more kids and I have a way to get more, but I'm not sure how that would work out. (And no, it doesn't include kidnapping of any kind!) I do want the big happy family with lots of kids, a hardworking husband and the whole white pickett fence thing, but I'm not willing to settle. What's wrong with that?
Am I seriously just watching my whole life pass before my eyes?
I'm stuck! I'm always stuck. I know what I want and what I want to do, it's just figuring out a plan on how to get there and then getting that plan started. Yes, I'm lazy. But I'm also poor. (Or at least I'm not rich by any means.) If I had about $20,000 in the bank I'd be good to go.
There's a lesson here, I know there is. Now just to sit back with my feet up and wait for it to transpire. See, I AM lazy.
Anyway, check out my homeschool blog if you'd like a more mentally stable post.
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On another note... My oldest has/had some sort of bug the past couple days. It started Friday with a headache and temps of 100.3 -100.8. Yesterday he still had the headache and then had temps of 101.5 - 101.8. We were just giving him Advil. Then last night I went to CVS and bought Tylenol and more motrin so that we could switch off between the two. Well, I gave him a dose of Tylenol at about 7:30 pm and figured he'd be waking me up in the middle of the night for motrin, but he never did. He woke up today and he's fine. Odd.
October 8, 2006
Dragging My Feet
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