October 8, 2006

Dragging My Feet

Why am I so comfortable where I am? Is that a good thing? I think so, but others think it's not so good. I probably should try harder to find a man, but I'm happy by myself. I want more kids and I have a way to get more, but I'm not sure how that would work out. (And no, it doesn't include kidnapping of any kind!) I do want the big happy family with lots of kids, a hardworking husband and the whole white pickett fence thing, but I'm not willing to settle. What's wrong with that?
Am I seriously just watching my whole life pass before my eyes?

I'm stuck! I'm always stuck. I know what I want and what I want to do, it's just figuring out a plan on how to get there and then getting that plan started. Yes, I'm lazy. But I'm also poor. (Or at least I'm not rich by any means.) If I had about $20,000 in the bank I'd be good to go.

There's a lesson here, I know there is. Now just to sit back with my feet up and wait for it to transpire. See, I AM lazy.

Anyway, check out my homeschool blog if you'd like a more mentally stable post.

On another note... My oldest has/had some sort of bug the past couple days. It started Friday with a headache and temps of 100.3 -100.8. Yesterday he still had the headache and then had temps of 101.5 - 101.8. We were just giving him Advil. Then last night I went to CVS and bought Tylenol and more motrin so that we could switch off between the two. Well, I gave him a dose of Tylenol at about 7:30 pm and figured he'd be waking me up in the middle of the night for motrin, but he never did. He woke up today and he's fine. Odd.